MY THOTS 2DAY...

i m sitting on my hostel bed with ths book in my hand....its calld-WORLDS GR8 QUOTATIONS,THOTS N EPIGRAMS.i m reading ths thot on TEARS.it says...
OF ALL THE PORTIONS OF LIFE,IT IS IN THE TWO TWILIGHTS,CHILDHOOD N AGE THAT TEARS FALL WITH THE MOST FREQUENCIES...LIKE THE DEW AT DAWN N EVE.
W.L ALGER.

u knw its one thot that i have found so tuching aftr a REAL LONG TYM...its so very tru.when we r young...we r so innocent.so unknwn to the ugly aspects of the world.NOT LIFE.life is nevr ugly.its the ppl comprising the world dat mk it LOOK ugly.anyways...childhood signifies the dawn of r lives.at ths point of r lives,evn the slitest of wounds or the smallest of pains seem so big...so big that we cry endlessly ovr thm...utter foolishness!!....these tears depict r deep ignorance of the fact thst life is sweetest or the most delicious wen we r young.it is the litest possible thn,bt grows stronger wid the passage of tym...just like wine.litest wen new...strnger wid tym...
thus,the tears of old age flow bcuz of the fact that we have seen life-the ugliest n d darkest patches of it.either the fear that all of it wud return agn makes us cry...or the repentance of what we cud be or do bt didnt,breaks us dwn..m nt sure wich one is correct...or if at all eithr one of it is...
altho my dawn has gone...bt my aftrnoon is yet to cum...i cn feel it cuming....the tym wen the sun shines the britest-happiness or hardships????its yet to b discovrd...

M BACKKKKKKKKK

ABSENCE 4M THOSE WE LOVE IS SELF 4M SELF-A DEADLY BANISHMENT.
its tru that absence makes the heart grow fonder.and that exactly what has happnd wimme.i left the blog world nearly a year ago..altho i dint delete my account bt i stoppd writing 4 it.y?the reason...i dun remembr..hehehehe..funny..i knw.

i lovd my blog..ths blog world.absence 4m here has made My thot process go slow...and my sharp..knife-like lingo go blunt.i jus hope i make up 4 my absence to ths blog...i owe a lot...a hell lot to it...SOOOOO...HEREEEEEE IIII GOOOOOOOOOOOOO...

MY THOTS TODAY....DO U HAVE D COURAGE?????

"grace under pressure"......dats wats "guts" is all abt...u cn call it "courage" too.i thnk today i hv gt my hands on an xtremely xtremely definitive phrase whch goes on to define courage..."GRACE UNDER PRESSURE".being graceful,intact(mentally n physically),and abv all normal looking in adverse circumstances is wat is all abt "courage".wat i jst said mite seem funny...u mite be thnkng...wat does she mean by "normal looking","intact" n all ths stuff??...well frnds...if u smile while facing d dark part of life is courage...dats wat i mean by normal looking...looking as if nthng has happnd..."intact" means keepng urself in in gud position n condition while u face d monster called"life".....it means dat dnt end up looking malnourished with dark circles beneath ur eyes...or rib cages popping out of ur chest....or worst looking as if u jst ended up having an electric shock when u were trying to iron up ur clothes 4 work....look healthy....gain weight even when gng under pressure...heheheheheheehehhheee...atleast try to retain ur normal composure if nt gain weight(in regards to those under- weight "dieting" obssesed gurls).so i thnk u all agree to ths quote by....ERNEST HEMMINGWAY

12 o'clock peek at my blog.

My blog z my own lil wrld.my own lil swt wrld of everythng i wnt n desire 4.i paint butyfl paintings hr of d colorz f lyf i wnt in my living yearz n i put wings 2 my mst intimate lil birds of hrt dat hvnt been set free since ages.so...its my frst midnyt peek at my blog.flng strnge yaar.strngly strnge.hehehehe..like i hv ntrd an empty house...hulooooo...nebdy home????

MY THOTS 2DAY...flng low on a sunday eve

Wel 2dy ppl of my generatn mst b frkng out..bt m nt.although mausam b mast hai..stil.m nt at ease emtnly.smthng..ppl cuming n gng..in n outa lyf.chintu wnt away 2dy bck 2 chitorgarh.flng lonely.nthng gud 2 preach 2dy.jst ths..2 LIVE AT ALL Z MIRACLE ENUF-MERVYN PEAK-THE GLASSBLOWER.seriously,if u manage 2 breath ths very sec,thn u r one of d mst courageous humanz on earth.wd so many emtnl blocks,tiresum routinez,'relatnl' distrbncez,dischrge of physcl 'bateriez',managng 2 live z a miracle..hai na??

After a 8 day gap-G00D EVENING

Wel,wel aunt ankeita z readng out aloud a quote on "future" 2dy.it goes this way-IF U WANT A PICTURE OF FUTURE,IMAGNE A BOOT STAMPING A HUMAN FACE 4EVA.."
wat i gt outa ths z dat r future z mankind "raping" d esence of mankind n "morphing" in2 beasts.waise b 2dy v find more ppl who love 2 "take a sip of tea"delightfuly ovr othrz painz n dificulties,than ppl who love helping out those persnz in need.so ths quote meanz dat future z-man disfiguring nthr manz xistnce 4 thr own purpose of need or pleasure.W0W..

GOOD MORNING#hello sunday#

Wel 2dy its nt d same gud old thot 4 d day...its sumthng more..it says abt 2dyz politicianz..I SIT ON A MANZ BACK,CHOKING HM N MKNG HM CARY ME,AND YET ASURE MYSLF N OTHRZ DAT M VERY SORY 4 HZ L0T N WISH 2 EASE HM-XCPT BY GTNG OFF HZ BCK.-LEO TOLSTOY..
wow...dats wat "netaaz"do.hum ye karenge vo karenge..par bhrashtachar aur kameengi nai chhodenge...hypocrites.i tel u i fl lyk slaping thm wd their "kara-dharaz".dat z wat d youth 2dy needz 2 fl.they shud lead india..minus d bhrashtachaar n kameengi...